Late Night Special #23: Disappointed...

You know sometimes you could be having the most wonderful day then all of a sudden it's messed up b/c something or someone decides to ruin it for you. I've been having a lot of those days lately & frankly I'm tired. T-I-R-E-D tired. No matter how good the outlook of a situation may be somehow it disappoints me. Whether something I worked extremely hard on ends up blowing up in my face or someone I got my hopes up on just made a mistake that changed my thoughts. I don't do it on purpose, but sometimes you can't help it. I'm a pisces hell I LIVE in fantasy. For once can't something go right for more than a week or 2? Ever so often do I wish I could take my thoughts and make them into lush reality, but we all know that'll never happen. All in all there's one thought that has disturbed me most; sometimes your greatest disappointment can be within yourself...