#31: Planet Amethyst, episode 2

Watching the comets fly by as I swing my feet & wiggle my piggies (toes) I wonder what my DREAMS are made of. I have an idea of what I want to do but is it what I was meant to do? In fact, do I know what I want to do? UGH! I hate being so indecisive! Why can't I just know?!

And then my mind ventures off to you once again. Time after time you wiggle your way into my thoughts. For some reason my heart & mind believe that you will be a part of my happiness. I just want things to go the way that I daydream them to.

One random thought that's been plaguing me lately is...well, I want a puppy! Just a cute little Teacup Terrier or a Yorkie would do. Even though I'd love any cute furry face that's what I really want. Just a nice animal to love and baby to death, lol.

The stars are really beautiful tonight. *sigh* Kinda wish I had a puppy & a cuddle-buddy to enjoy them with, LOL! But for now I'm going to enjoy all of the amazingly beautiful thing that God's created.

Until next time!

#30: Planet Amethyst, episode 1

Sitting here on my little planet all I can do is think of y-o-u...But why? I told myself that I wouldn't do this again. Told myself I wouldn't trust my heart.......or is it my mind? Which one is speaking? *sigh* You've found your way into my dreams and when I close my eyes I'm haunted by your smile & that GORGEOUS body. And that beautiful beautiful mind! How I hang on your every word and your philosophy leaves my mind in an orbit of puzzles.

I wonder if you think of me. I wonder if you wonder what I'm thinking, what I'm doing, or if I'm thinking of you. Is this all forreal? Or am I just stick in my piscean world again?

Amethyst, oh Amethyst, how I love & dread the! You bring me to the height of pleasure and fantasy and yet you continuously shit on me...excuse my language my dear terrene but you must understand my angst. Everytime I submerge myself in your oceans I end up drowning. I want something to be right...

In the next few weeks I wish to have the happiness I hope for. Please don't let this be a dream...

FOOL ME ONCE
SHAME ON YOU
FOOL ME TWICE....

#29: Ode To Phenomenal Women

As of late I have encountered women who are stuck or straddling an issue that they wish to overcome. Well, ladies, today is the day to cry your hearts out! Let go of what is troubling you and give it all to God!



Varily I say to you that you are a woman phenomenally! The sun is in your smile, the stars in your eyes, skin of silk, and full of surprise. You are a woman phenomenally! Your womb is a blessing and can be seen as a curse, this I understand but you have the God given priviledge to bring life into this world.

Each and every one of you have inspired me in many ways and my sister YOU are a significant part in this world. You are a woman phenomenally! You support our men, raise our children, and push others to be the epitome of themselves.

I LOVE YOU MY SISTA! & DON'T YOU FORGET THAT. YOU ARE THE DEFINITION OF A PHENOMENAL WOMAN!

#28 Wisdom Wednesday: LOVE, LIVE, LIFE, PROCEED, PROGRESS

"All life is an experiment. The more experiments you make the better."
-Ralph Waldo Emerson

"In three words I can sum up everything I've learned about life: it goes on."
-Rober Frost

As of late I have been doing a lot of thinking. And the truth is, I think too much! Never allowing oneself to trust the winds enough to lead you where you need to be is foolish. Learning to spread your wings is a mental thing, so, stop over analyzing everything for once in your life! Live for the present but also remember that your actions will affect someone else.

My problem is that I'm afraid to take chances but when I do they always result in my best interest. So, if I realize that much then why can't I continue to jump? Hmmmm...good question Sherlock...well, I hereby promise to take a chance (seemingly a great opportunity) and run with it! Look for a special smile on my face ladies and gents because I have a feeling that the chance I'm about to take will make a big difference in one of my favorite aspects of life. ;-D

TTFN, Ta Ta For Now!