Late Night Special #16: Becoming A Normality

Sometimes I think about how my life has limited closure & for years nothing's ultimately gone correct. It's been filled with pain, heartbreak, disappointment, & some failure. Somedays I don't even want to get out of bed...so, when ya c ya girl just know that looks aren't always what they seem. I could be laughing & cheesing, but I'm not happy. I just want to go run outside & scream most of the time or either sleep my days away. Yeah, "these are the best days of our lives", I guess! They said the same ish about high school & I dreaded every second. People don't take your friends and whatnot for granted b/c some of us don't have that shoulder to cry on all the time. Some people you can go & talk to them in strict confidence & then they ignore you afterwards or talk about you as soon as you leave the room. So, those of you who are happy, fight for that & try to keep it. And for those of you who do care to read this keep your girl in your prayers. Lord knows I need it. My backbone is deteriorating & it's no fun. LOVE, LIVE, LIFE ha!