Late Night Special #21: Elastigirl No More!

I've cried too many tears, have had waaaaaaaay too many late nights, I've bent over backwards stretched so far & did all I could. I'll always love you b/c you were a friend before anything & I understand your feelings. I just hope you'd understand, but here I am crying b/c I miss your friendship...no matter how selfish we both were or what happened we said we'd always be there. But, it feels like you've disappeared...So, as much as I hate to say it I'm done stretching to reach to the ends of the earth for you. It's time for Courtney. I said I'd be here and here I am inside out just as naked as a Jay bird, but still you don't see it. You only see what your mind is allowing you to. use your heart and see that I still need you here even if it's just to check on you. You're a part of the family, but do you realize it? Do you see that I needed to do this for us both? We both need to grow, so, my rubbery ways are done for now. need to pick up the pieces to my own puzzle & figure out where God's leading me. I can't force you...if u want to be here you'll say so. So, I love you to death & always will b/c we've been through so much & I don't want to feel like we're on bad terms. So, take it as you may.