The sun that once shined so bright is now nowhere to be found
Sweet whispers of the wind are now silent
Flowers gone, leaves blown away, & nothing but the cold ground to show
I can't believe my eyes when I look into the mirror of a frozen lake
Who was she at that moment?
Does anyone recognize her?
She laughs while I kneal in tears asking God for direction
Apologies and pain fill the air now
A trail of blood & shattered muscle lead to warmthI find myself crawling picking up every shard trying to piece things together...
No matter how long it takes or what I must endure I will take this broken heart & make it stronger.
God I pray that you help me on this journey & the one that I have hurt so.
I vow to be better and to leave my wrong doings in the past.
For I cannot travel back into time but I can work harder for the future.
I was an idiot in my weakness and gave in far too easily...the only thing in my mind now is "How do I love thee?
Let me count the ways..." Hate, despise, or be disgusted with me now, but please please look deeply & promise to love me forever.
Tuesday, February 3, 2009
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