Recently I have been battling with my heart & mind. Freedom or security? The wind beneath my wings or the solice of a golden cage? The one thing that I have concluded in all of my seesaw manners is that my freedom means more to me than anything. I love being able to come and go as I please.
No explainations, no constant doubt, nothing...just me & my gorgeous wings! Oh these glorious wings! The beautiful colors and the neverending amazement they bring when I spread them for all to see! I guess you can say that this is my little metaphor for how I view my freedom. For those of you that didn't know the hummingbird signifies freedom. So, that has become my animal of choice. Kind of like that question we were all asked in grade school that we thought was THE dumbest thing to write about in English classes. "If you were an animal, what animal would you be?" Well, I have finally found my answer.
Just the curiosity of each day brings me joys I cannot explain. Not knowing what twists or turns will come my way that spark my senses and creativity. It's something else...I guess that's exactly why I'm here. To share them with whomever will listen. As much as I would love to settle myself and go through the motions of what most would think is the ultimate happiness I find myself looking for something more than the usual. Not saying that there is anything wrong with it. I have no clue what I am looking for but I have a feeling that I will stop at the right flower when God sees fit.
So, I say to you all, don't let anyone or anything, not even yourself, bind you when you feel that there is something more out there for you.
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i love this greatly dear. i really do. if onlii u knew how much i NEED your readings at times! thanks!
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